Your Place at the Table

May 3, 2009


This is one of busiest congregations I've ever seen. We're a small church. But everybody's doing something - delivering meals on wheels, creating prayer shawls, making quilts, serving the hungry through the Neighborhood Table, working with Habitat for Humanity, assisting the members of our church in all sorts of ways, and you do this in addition to work and school and family time. I am proud of how much you get done, but we are all so busy. And the world is so full of noise. And we are pulled this way and that and barraged with bad news and the journey is so long and there is still so much to be done. How will we find the strength to keep going?

I'm not going to tell you anything this morning you don't already know. In fact, I seldom do. I am like the Hindu guru who said, "All I do is sit by the river all day selling river water." Here we are at the river of God's abiding presence, at the springs of the fountain of life, and I am talking to you about God. You can see for yourself. You really don't need me, and as I've already said, I'm not going to tell you anything this morning you don't already know. But we all have such short term memories that I hope to remind you of those things you already know.

We take God for granted. And we work, work, work, we even do God's work, and we get weary to the bone with it, continually on the verge of burnout. But we forget that God says we need a Sabbath. We forget that God says, "Be still, and know that I am God." We forget that Jesus says, "Come to me all of you who are weary and loaded down, and I will give you rest."

As much as we need productive labor and meaningful service, we need a quiet place and restoring silence. I would hope our worship service might be such a quiet place. I know like the noise of praise and prayer and I hope we don’t mind the preaching, but I worry about the lack of silence in our services.  Silence is just as important as the rest. We have shared so many holy moments together in this place. Maybe you have the luxury of a place out in the country or just a private back porch where you can be still and let the hours speak to the ages. Maybe the shower is the only place you can ever find a moment of peace in your home, but I hope you have some place where you can be still.

Of course, it doesn't matter whether you go to a cottage on a remote mountain top or a magnificent cathedral, if you never go there. It doesn't matter whether you have a private chapel or an out of the way bench in a beautiful garden, it won't be a quiet place if you haven't found that quiet place within where you meet God.

Deep rest, the peace that passes understanding, comes from that place inside where you can let all your anxieties about the future, all your sorrows about the past, all your bitterness towards others, all your shame about yourself go, and just be. It is that place of grace, where you know you are accepted and you are beloved of God and God is with you. The Quakers called it "centering," and they would sit noiselessly together for hours seeking that place where Divine words can be heard out of humble human silence.

We need to stay centered in God's abiding presence and peace. Our activity, our service, our relationships, even our speech must remain connected to that spiritual center or we lose our integrity and fragment our lives into so many disconnected puzzle pieces. I have no use for people who turn spirituality into one more self help gimmick, who only want to pray and praise but do nothing useful to help anybody else. But I also weary quickly with those frenetic activists who only want to do for God and do not know how to be with God. The inward and the outward should be balanced and connected. We cannot be "too heavenly minded to be of any earthly good," but neither can we sustain social ministry without a spiritual center.

You know this. I know this, but even I, the preacher, forget to go back to the center often enough and meet God in the deepest place of my being. The twenty third psalm has always been one way God leads me back to that quiet place. The generation before us knew it by heart. I don't just mean they memorized it. They were wired into it. I have been with stroke patients who could hardly put a sentence together without getting confused, but when I started reciting the twenty third psalm, they joined right in and didn't miss a word. They memorized it in the old King James version: "The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul; he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.”

God is called the Shepherd of Israel several places in the Hebrew Bible, and in the New Testament Jesus says "I am the Good Shepherd." It was something of a shocking image in those days because shepherds were the lowest rung of the social ladder, a rough and smelly lot. It would be like saying "God is my garbage collector" today, but that's the point. To compare God to a shepherd - or a garbage collector - is to honor all those who serve society in any capacity and to remember they also bear the image of God. And when the Bible compares us to sheep, it's not really a compliment. "All we like sheep have gone astray, we have turned everyone to his - or her - own way," Isaiah said. Sheep are notoriously stupid, self willed, driven by their appetites.

Still, the twenty third psalm almost immediately transcends the shock and insult of shepherd/sheep with its images of peace and provision. We don't think long of shepherd and sheep. We imagine green pastures, still waters, good directions, God making us lie down, God leading us, God caring for us with tender mercies. And then there is the "valley of the shadow of death." What a sentence. The valley, because we feel low and diminished. The shadow, because the fear of death kills us before the reality of death arrives. Death, because it is our inescapable destiny. And there, at the deepest place of our anxiety and helplessness, the psalmist shifts from speaking about God to speaking to God. "Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me." As another psalmist suggests, there is no place we can flee from God's presence. That is bad news for some people who might prefer not to have God hanging around to spoil their fun, but as Romans suggests, it also means "nothing can separate us from the love of God." We are never abandoned. We are never alone.

And then the psalmist shifts the image from shepherd to host. This is more of a maternal image, isn't it? Mom puts Sunday dinner in front of us, and we all enjoy the roast beef and gravy. Now, now, I know… Men can cook, too, and Mom shouldn't have to do all the work around the house. But for most of the history of humanity, Mom's have had to carry the load around the house, and in this sense I'm glad to find maternal imagery used of God in the scripture. As Teresa of Avila said, "As surely as God is our Father, God  is our Mother."

"Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over." In ancient Israel, kings were anointed with oil at their coronation. The psalmist is saying, God treats us like royalty. Christians can't hear this without remembering the table of grace Jesus prepared for us, which we celebrate today, and the woman who anointed him with oil. "Truly I tell you," Jesus said, "wherever the good news is proclaimed in the whole world, what she has done will be told in remembrance of her" (Mark 14:9). Striking language for him to use since it is eucharistic language, the language the church has used from the beginning at the table where Jesus told us to eat this bread and drink this cup "in remembrance of me." "Wherever the good news is proclaimed in the whole world, what she has done will be told in remembrance of her," but the patriarchal church didn't even remember her name. How quickly we forget our spiritual lessons!

Finally, the psalm which connects us with the quiet place and the strong presence within ends with a profession of faith: "Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever." Is that a faith you can claim? Is that a hope you can profess? Is that a love you can connect to at the center of your being?

Fred Kane tells the story about a dinner party attended by the famed British actor, Charles Laughton. After the dinner they gathered in another room to share favorite poems and stories. The host asked Mr. Laughton to recite the twenty third psalm, which he did in his richest style, with trained voice and impeccable timing. Others recited their favorites, and then they came to an elderly woman sitting in the corner of the room, the host's aging aunt. They invited her to share something. But she was almost deaf and had not heard much of what had gone before. She rose and began to recite the twenty third psalm. People were embarrassed for her at first, that she should try what the famed actor had already performed so beautifully. But soon, everyone was caught up in her recitation. Some even began to weep. It was stunning. Later someone asked Mr. Laughton why her recitation had been so moving when she lacked the skills he had as an actor. He replied, "I know the psalm, but she knows the Shepherd."

Do you know the Shepherd? Today I invite you to your quiet place, to your place at the table prepared for you. And I urge you to find that place deep in your own being where God waits to meet you and remind you that you are accepted and beloved just as you are. And for thosee few moments, rest there. Let God restore your soul.

Let us pray.

In the stillness of this moment, in the provision of this table, in the silence of our innermost being, we wait upon you, O God. As we receive your gifts help us remember who and whose we are that we might live and love and act not out of our own resources, but from the center of your abiding presence in our hearts. Amen. .


Mary Anne Biggs, Pastor
Nekoosa United Church of Christ
Nekoosa
, Wisconsin